Stranger

I LOVE HIS SMILE, I LOVE HIS STYLE, HIS SWAG IS TO DIE FOR...HE FILLS MY HEART

WITH WARMTH AND MY HEAD WITH KNOWLEDGE। HE IS A DIFFERENT TYPE OF

GUY... ONE I NEVER KNEW, ONE I LONG TO MEET। EVERY TIME WE TALK IT'S LIKE WE

ARE FACE TO FACE, EVERY TIME HE SAYS I LOVE YOU IT'S LIKE HE GIVES A

SPARKLING STAR FROM THE DARK SKY'S। WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES IT'S YOU THAT I

SEE, WHEN I SLEEP, IT'S YOU I DREAM ABOUT, WHEN I LEAST EXPECT IT YOU CREEP

INTO MY THOUGHTS AND WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOU I SMILE FOR DAYS FROM EAR

TO EAR...I DREAM OF YOUR LOVE, I THINK OF YOUR KISSES, I FANTASIZE ABOUT

YOUR SWEET AND GENTLE TOUCH, AND I WONDER WHERE WE WOULD END UP AT A

POINT OF TIME... BUT REALITY SETS IN AND I REALIZE THAT THE DAY WE WILL BE

TOGETHER WILL ONLY COME IN A FANTASY WORLD THAT IS SO FARE FROM NOW...I

MUST ADMIT I AM IN LOVE WITH A STRONG MAN, I'M IN LOVE WITH A LOVING MAN,

I'M IN LOVE WITH AN ANGEL SENT FROM ABOVE... I'M IN LOVE WITH A STRANGER

THAT I HAVE YET TO COME UPON -MMA

Haiti Cherie

Although I was not born and raised in Haiti I am a Haitian-American. Both my parents were born and raised in Haiti and as you guys know from the obvious disaster that has taken place due to the 7.0 earthquake they are both affected by this. As a twenty year old college student I don't know much about Haiti but I have visited only twice in my life, believe it or not. and the time I experienced there was incredible. Even though Haiti is said to be one of the poorest countries, Haiti and the people have a great unity. It might not be a free country but it sure as hell is not as divided as America. People are always together having fun and making life enjoyable. The two times I have been there have been amazingly fun. From their great food to their wonderful traditions to the uplifting celebrations I enjoyed them all. The beautiful crystal clear beaches, breath taking mountains and sightly scenery Haiti is a BEAUTIFUL country and I love it. As most of us know this is not the first time Haiti has suffered this kind tragedy, but I personally feel that this is the biggest of them all. Human begins children mothers fathers dead from a deadly earthquake. If only everyone could realize how help less the people in Haiti are at this point. With very limited food, clothes, medical care, electricity, and now shelter.

I cant do much from where I am. I can only donate as much as I can and watch as all this unfolds and calms down to a point where the UN can figure out what needs to be done. Unfortunately Haiti does not have the great equipment like big dump trucks and trackers to move the deb-re out of the streets but that's not happening at this point...All I can do is pray for you Haiti and wish for the best. God has a plan for them all it will soon come together right before our eyes...

We love you and wish you all nothing but blessed days into the future

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So out of my element

OK so it's the NEW YEAR now it's 2010 wohoo....(sarcasm) Am I suppose to be really happy that twelve whole months are starting all over again... no I'm not but I am blessed that I have the opportunity to experience those twelve months over again, I know many ppl that didn't even get the chance to do that. With so much drama and unfaithful lies. Life is full of BULLSHIT and it's my job to make sure I kick it out of my damn life, including the bullshitters like "FRIENDS" AND "FAMILY" and as much as I love my friends and family I just can't stand the BS so just like the rest of the world I'm moving on with my life without them.

You know when people say they've changed? Or when people that you haven't kicked it with for along time corner you and tell you your a different person? Well I have been thinking to myself and I feel that no one can actually change who they are, trust me I know from first hand, you can do a lot of things to yourself but you are really the same person from the day you were born till the time your reading this blog. People can't change who they are they can only upgrade or downgrade from the current position. My mother have told me several times before to change, "Your 14 now it's time to change, your 16 now it's time to change, your 18 now it's time to change" Now listen I have been the same hard headed, obnoxious, out spoken stank attitude always have something to say girl I have always been, If I could really change I think it would have happened already. But what I have noticed is the improvement in my attitude and my views and opinions on everything and everyone. I am a lot more wiser and smarter than I was five or seven years ago and I am very much proud of that. I have let go of all the Bull and lawd let me please say that it's the best thing I have done in a long time and I am more than proud of myself. I am now at a stage in my life that I have learned that I don't need certain people in my life and most of the so called friends I encountered with was pure poison. Look I might not be quote unquote GROWN but I sure as hell know I am not a little girl anymore and I learn from my mistakes and don't make them twice.

So the poison try to seep through and work they're way back but I know better. The reason for my rant is because they way people come at me and tell my how I've changed in the past few years. No I haven't changed I just been improving myself. Wither you like it or not is non of my concern I'm living life for me and no one else but me. I may come off as a bitch and may come off with a nasty attitude it's just because If you can't help but to judge a book by it's cover then you don't deserve to read it.

With that said I'm signing off as the big bad wicked bitch with improvements for life.

Seduction

He looks deeply into my eyes and tells me I'm beautiful...he takes my hand and with his soft lips plants a kiss on it,then leads me towards the bedroom and slowly starts to undress himself....standing there bearing it all as naked as the day he was born, I admire his body...his skin like hot melted chocolate, the moonlight from the dark sky's shine through the window reflecting off his flawless skin causing it to glow...he then walks closer to me running his strong over sized fingers through my hair runs down my neck, his touch causes a chill to run down my back. He then gets closer to me and whispers in my ear..."I want you".

I could feel his warm breath against my skin...then like a baby he lays me down. 'Damn he is so fine' I say in my head... afraid that the moment would be ruined i didn't say a word. He then starts to kiss me, his soft lips against mine...our tongues doing a lovers dance. I can feel that powerful manhood growing against my thighs...he then begins to suck on my ear, magically starts to work his way down my neck...kissing my chest. Then he cups my breasts with his strong soft hands...Still working his way down, he gets to my most sensitive spot and works his tongue like a twister...

Damn feels like I'm on cloud 9. He did it...He hit the spot! My body shaking out of control as i explode into his hot and wanting mouth...My whole body is weak, the way he makes me feel no other man can!!! As it was my turn to satisfy, I gently laid him down and crawled on top to bring him seduction!!!

Life as I know It

Life as I know it is based on trust, appreciation,success, and motivation. Well it's a lot more than that but that's what my life is mainly based on right now. I grew up with nothing to look forward to, no one to trust, nothing to appreciate, no success what so ever and I sure was never motivated to do anything.

At this point of my life I am thankful for everything I have and everything that I have gone threw. I look at my life in a total different light now I don't take anything so serious and I don't stress the small things. The heartbreaks I've gone through have turn into careful discussion makings, the friends I have lost have taught me to pick wisely, the family I lost have thought me that blood is not always thicker than water, but I live my life like I have no worries, Like that day is forever to come, Like my life can never come to an end. It's a blessing to know I am one unique individual that does not live by the book. Who says I have to be perfect? Who says I have to love hard to be loved? Who says I have to impress you? who says I need your approval? I can live my life how I please. Life as I know it is how I want it to be life as I know it is forever lasting life as I know it is exactly how I want it.

So don't live your life how your parents want you to, don't fall in love with some one who's trying to play you, don't follow what your so called friends do, make your own choices you'll think yourself in the long run.

Life as I know it is the best it can be